So I cant sleep. I'm still trying to decide if it is because my mind is racing a million miles a minute about the fact I could have this child tomorrow, or if it is just the end of pregnancy lack of comfort. I truly think it is my minds fault. Although I would love to be holding my little baby in my arms rather than my belly, I feel like I still have a million things to do before he comes! Not to mention . . . tomorrow just isn't the best day for me. And then I think to myself, what kind of a mother am I!! I'm already putting my needs before his, even in regards to his birth! I just keep telling my self over and over again that Heavenly Father knows best and he will deliver my son to me just at the right time.
I had finally started feeling better about things (in regards to his position). I honestly thought he had turned back around based on the movement I had been feeling. But yet again, all night the movement I have been feeling is very low which concerns me. So alas, I sit here and wait until 12:45 this afternoon to find out what will happen. Has he turned? If so great! I'm feeling good and it will give me the extra motivation to truly get everything ready. If he hasn't . . . then I head to the hospital and they physically try to move him. I'm hoping my extra fluid will help the cause. But if it doesn't, I truly am hoping that my water is strong enough to hold out all the physical pressure So I can have yet again a little more time to get things in order. And if not, then WOO HOO!! I will be a mother tomorrow. WOW! That truly blows my mind.
Can you see why I cant sleep? After and hour and a half of just laying there not even close to dosing off I decided to get up and scrapbook. I'm hoping the next 6 hours go by quickly so I can at least know what is going to happen.
I had finally started feeling better about things (in regards to his position). I honestly thought he had turned back around based on the movement I had been feeling. But yet again, all night the movement I have been feeling is very low which concerns me. So alas, I sit here and wait until 12:45 this afternoon to find out what will happen. Has he turned? If so great! I'm feeling good and it will give me the extra motivation to truly get everything ready. If he hasn't . . . then I head to the hospital and they physically try to move him. I'm hoping my extra fluid will help the cause. But if it doesn't, I truly am hoping that my water is strong enough to hold out all the physical pressure So I can have yet again a little more time to get things in order. And if not, then WOO HOO!! I will be a mother tomorrow. WOW! That truly blows my mind.
Can you see why I cant sleep? After and hour and a half of just laying there not even close to dosing off I decided to get up and scrapbook. I'm hoping the next 6 hours go by quickly so I can at least know what is going to happen.
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