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Before I was a Mom . . .

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Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.


 Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.


 Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.


 Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.


Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom .



Jeff's Grandmother emailed this to me and I really liked it (thanks Grandma Score!). Even though Parker is only 2 months old I have experienced everything in this little poem and I think it is all very true. Being a Mom is more amazing then I had ever imagined! Being a mom is also harder then I ever imagined. But it really is the best thing in the world! I'm so blessed to have little Parker in my life and look forward to continuing learning and growing with him!

Comments

Crystal and Rosario said…
Awwww... that was such a sweet poem!
April 30, 2009 at 1:36 PM
Brad and Hailey said…
Yay for motherhood! :)
April 30, 2009 at 1:58 PM
Tyler and Lara said…
Hey! I'm glad you found our blog, your pictures of Parker are adorable!
May 1, 2009 at 3:38 PM
Rachel said…
So true. I, too, love being a mom.

Glad you made it back to CA safely. Good luck this summer!
May 2, 2009 at 7:51 PM
Katrina said…
Being a mom is really the greatest thing!

We miss you guys! :)
May 3, 2009 at 6:20 PM
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